I guess the older I get, the wiser I become. Before, life was only about fun and about figuring out what i would do with my life. Today, all I want is to travel the world, to meet new people and to learn about life through these experiences. It is the true meaning of life to me. As well as helping and supporting and loving the people around me. I try to do that everyday. Sometimes I even forget about my own person to go help the ones I love… but what can I do about it? I just can’t help it.
I try to not just live for myself and to listen and understand people. No matter what. What I keep telling to myself is that we have to unlearn what we have been taught to be able to understand and learn new things/people. This is what I try to apply everyday, despite how sensitive I can be. By giving and by caring too much about people around me, I can get hurt pretty easily.
For several years, I’ve been working hard to be better in what I do. And what do I do? Most of the people are asking me this question, because I don’t talk about it. I stopped talking about it. Because I’ve been judged/criticized too many times and I got hurt too many times.
Only the ones who truly care know what I’m doing, and it is more than enough.
Anyway, all I want is to meet artists around the world and keep making my documentaries. Adding to that, working in the music industry with my buddies and incredible talents from Kurado Music, and finding myself new opportunities. This is not easy an easy path. But before that, things were unclear and even harder. I’m part of the ones who dare to dream. I’m part of the ones who don’t want to survive, but who just wanna live. I can have this choice, or to just do nothing about my life.
And being part of these people mean that you’ll get critics from people, you’ll get many doors slammed in your face, you’ll get many failures, you’ll get a lot of lonely times and you’ll need to have a solid mental and a solid motivation. Some people just give up on their dreams because it is too hard. And to be honest, I wanted to give up a few times. But the thing that kept me motivated is belief. I started to really believe in me, to believe in what I was doing because my friends and the guys I work with kept/keep pushing me and kept showing me how good I was/am. It is amazing to experience that feeling when you’re feeling insecure about what you’re doing. The music industry, and the world of Art in general is not an easy road. We’re not understood by the society. It is really a bumpy road. All we want is to do what we love, to be at some point recognized and to be able to make a living from it. That is the hardest part. I did let all this bringing me down but today I am more than happy to do what I love and to have a passion in my life that keeps me alive. Life is getting better and things are finally & slowly falling into the right places. All these sacrifices and tough times are being worth it. I have learned a lot these past few years. I studied and I study everyday all I need to know about music and the industry, I’m Learning everyday about people and about life and love. And I think that all this is making me a better human being. I hope.
I believe that everyone is allowed to dream and to have goals no matter where you are.
I believe that anything is possible.
I believe in a better world and I believe in people. I still have faith in humanity.
Somehow I think I can save everyone and save the world. But I can’t.
Anyway. I’m done. I’m fucking crazy.